IDLE MODE
I just came to ponder on the thought of me just being in a whirlwind these past few days. Seriously, it has been hell, although hell was much more comfortable compared to what I’m aboard to now, I think. A week is not fun. A week + 5 days, ugh..won’t someone kill me instead. I try to not get affected but how can you not be affected? ugh. Time passes and days change , certainly no one knows what’s going to happen a minute after. CHANGE IS INEVITABLE. All I know is that, I’m on hold. Great. Just great. Lucky for me, I’ve things to keep me busy..issues to argue and resolve, people to turn my attention to, family to love and friends to support me as I go through this. ALL OF THIS. I cannot bear to see myself sulking in one corner, asking myself questions I repeatedly answered myself over and over. I am sick of it. I am tired. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. Sigh. There’s a tinge of hope left. I just wish it lasts.
In other more positive news, tomorrow, I hit North. EXCITED! LadyGaGa mode + AAR with the ghettobitch. HAH. I love her to bits after that gruelling incident with the REGAL MEANIE. 
PETIX MODE UNTIL SUNDAY! Wooooooo! It really feels great to accomplish such given tasks. Things that you never thought you’d do and be done with. PORTFOLIO, for instance. HAH! SUCK ON THAT MS. ***** :))
I am not used to sleeping early anymore. I got used to sleeping when the sun is up cos of that Gossip Grillz stint I pulled off for the Villacarlos’. Good karma, I know..though sleeping at 6am = NOT GOOD. 
Anywhoo, that’s all.