it has been a while

June 1st, 2009

last night i got so bored that i visited my old blog at blospot.com. I couldn’t imagine how time flew so fast. Reading all those posts and laughing at each one of them made me realize that a lot has changed..and i mean alot. I grew up to be more level-headed, mature and focused compared to how mediocre, shallow and inconsistent I was based on the posts I wrote the year of 2004-2006. My jaw dropped completely when I read the post I wrote about makeup. MAKEUP?!? WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?! :)) and my ADDICTION TO VANITY and BEING CLEAN?? who in their right senses would want to dig deep as to how I CLEANSE, TONE and MOISTURIZE every freakin day of the week??? =))  Even I, myself wouldn’t want to know that! :)) It’s just weird seeing and reading those posts..more so, knowing that I WAS THE ONE WHO WROTE IT. HA-HA! It also made me realize that I was a hundred and one percent close-minded when I talked about the dark days of our family. I felt all the guilt as I run down all the meanest things I wrote, especially with regards to my grandma. :( It’s sad, I know..but that’s how the cookie crumbles. I was also in despair that time. Hey, at least now I grew to accept every situation open-mindfully. Why? because time flies and things change - and that’s the beauty of life. But you know what? there’s just this teeny bit of matter that has gotten to my attention..Guys, it has come to my senses that..I still am the CRAZY ANNA everyone’s accustomed to..and that is, by far, the only thing that will forever remain CONSTANT.  HAHA! And, as the time, the days, the weeks, the months and the years roll by, I WILL get even more CRAZIER and CRAZIER - a nincompoop, perhaps? HAHA. Not unless, I get knocked down, punched to the ground, head-locked and stumbled over, that I get AMNESIA and forget my name or maybe magically turn into a frog. That’s the only time I’d lie low. HAHA! Oh well, you guys just pray that I get a concussion or something, those that heal in like a month or so..in order for me to maximize the days I’m living here on this planet making up for all the nasty things I did to all of you. HAHA! KIDDING! labs ko kayo, hihih :D
..I think I’m having a concussion already..hence, this senseless blog.nyahaha.

HEY! i missed blogging! :D
visit my old blog, it’s at

http://bitterbliss.blogspot.com

ANG TUMAWA, BAOG. kthankyou! :D




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