damaged - tlc

May 31st, 2007

I know I’m kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don’t always say, what’s on my mind
You know that I’ve been hurt, by some guy
But I don’t wanna mess up this time

And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I’m kinda scared
Cos I don’t want to lose you
If you really really really care
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It’s nothing to you

My heart’s at a low
I’m so much to manage
I think you should know that
I’ve been damaged
I’m falling in love
There’s one disadvantage
I think you should know that I’ve been damaged

I might look through your stuff, for what I don’t wanna find
Or I might just set you up, to see if you’re all mine
I’m a little paranoid, from what I’ve been through
Don’t know what you got yourself into

And I really really really care (and I care about you so much)
And I really really really want you (I really do want you)
And I think I’m kinda scared (but I’m scared with every touch)
Cos I don’t want to lose you (cos I don’t want to lose you)
If you really really really care (if you care for me like you say)
Then maybe you can hang through (then maybe you can hang through)
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
It’s nothing to you (it’s nothing to you, you)

My heart’s at a low (low)
I’m so much to manage
I think you should know that (I think you should know)
I’ve been damaged
I’m falling in love (I’m falling in love)
There’s one disadvantage
I think you should know that I’ve been damaged (I think you should know that)

straightjacket feeling

May 14th, 2007

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it’s stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you’re the problem and you can’t feel
Try this on, straight-jacket feeling
so maybe I won’t be alone
Take back now, my life you’re stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you’d be
That face is staring holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don’t make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can’t win
Take back now, my life you’re stealing

Yesterday was over
Today I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you’d be
That face is staring holes in me again,
but today I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I’m holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was over
Today I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you’d be
That face is staring holes in me again,
but today I’m fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I’m holding on by letting go of you

the way we cared for, our time.

May 12th, 2007

There’s a rule in the book that says
It’s got to be fun
I hate to admit but my feelings have changed
Everybody expects to hear a love song
Love can’t come from something baby that never was

And I’m leavin behind
The you in my mind
Though I know it’s new
It’s something I’ll try
And I’ll always remember
The way that we cared for
Our time, our time

There’s a time and a place where thoughts are discovered
A package of ten all the sheets that I need
What I call a gift can’t be given to many
But loving a friend, baby, just ain’t the same

Well I’m leavin behind
The you in my mind
Though I know it’s new
It’s something I’ll try
And I’ll always remember
The way that we cared for
Our time, our time, our time

Sorrow hangs like a halo, baby on my head
But regret will never fill my vacant heart, no

Well I’m leavin behind
The you in my mind
Though I know it’s new
It’s something I’ll try
And I’ll always remember
The way that we cared for

I’m leavin behind
The you in my mind
Though I know it’s new
It’s something I’ll try
And I’ll always remember
The way that we cared for
Our time, our time

if i fall - amber pacific

May 8th, 2007

This is for the ones who believe their lives won’t change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
This is for the ones who have lost it all when all that’s left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away…

How can I say…
Say I’ll be okay…

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can’t seem to go on
Just a sign that you’re with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the lines been broken
I’m too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they’ll never change
Still I’m left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need…

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can’t seem to go on
Just a sign that you’re with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can’t seem to go on
Just a sign that you’re with me gives me the strength to hold on…

aww..